Hi, it's time for me to start blogging again, to continue my diary and update about my life since I'm flying to Indonesia this Sunday, yes AGAIN haha. This first trip back to my country was seriously awesome. I feel over excited and hyperactive, really. I enjoyed my holidays in my own country and got to celebrate the Chinese New Year 2014 because I'm too lucky :) but somehow i get stressed up these few days as there's too many complicated things trying to fill up my mind! So, I'm here to say sorry to those people who saw my emotional status, anger, emo and impatient faces- simply because of things i didn't like to be done. I'm glad that i have friends that care about me so much and have this early celebration party for me. Thank you so much and sorry for the misunderstandings that had caused. Unfortunately,unstable emotions had continuously annoyed me like nobody's business. Phobia of "that stuff" is coming, hmmm maybe it's not coming but it started quite some time ago when i didn't realize...