We got back our results today , as in Science subjects and also Add Math..My Science subjects SUCK and even my ADD MATH sucks too! You will never gonna like this feeling in the tuition class, who got the lowest, & everyone pretends to say "its okay", " alot people also get that what", " it's really hard" , ...etc. Seriously i don't mind having the lowest but i don't like being looked down.Then,when i was coming back home from tuition my mother asked this horrrrribleeeeeeeeee question that i never wanted to answer. - 'You got back your add math result?' Well, i must be honest. So of course i did say yes and i answered her what marks i got. She started to say things that i never wanted to hear. At this moment, she started to crap alot about 'why this' and 'why that'.- "why they can get 90 + before, and why can't you?" i really wished that i answered " how do i know, it's their brain , i worked hard for add math but it didnt turn out what i expected, i don't have their brain, I am definitely not as clever as them" But it's too rude so i refused to answer. But after awhile , i started to be a little rude. I told her not to compare me with others. then she started mumbling and mumbling and mumbling again. Well , i can't stand all these situations and that's what made me threw out all my feelings and answered her, i don like people keep mumbling me about my studies, i know i am bad but i will study more and i am already working hard on it. Just that you didn't see it! I don't have time to study after school, but doesn't mean i don't study during night time too . you went to sleep so soundly while i was studying." == honestly i don't like people keep reminding me this and that and even saying me how bad i am. Everyone is a champion! i believe i am a champion too! The more they keep scolding and lecturing, the more i hate to study. But i feel bad after being rude to her :( It's just some kind of emotional thoughts that filled up my mind which made me lose control. I ran towards my room when i came back home. I locked my doorand then immediately burst into tears. The packed emotional thoughts all began from the moment i being treated unimportantly, who is too stupid to prevent and scared when conflict happens until i forget to stand and voice up for myself.I can only see selfishness in most of the people's eye. Tolerating? No one is gonna tolerate. & Yes , that's life. Back to the topic, seriously my mid term results sucks and the feeling of that makes me suffer. My mood goes straight down to the floor right away.

We got back our results today , as in Science subjects and also Add Math..My Science subjects SUCK and even my ADD MATH sucks too! You will never gonna like this feeling in the tuition class, who got the lowest, & everyone pretends to say "its okay", " alot people also get that what", " it's really hard" , ...etc. Seriously i don't mind having the lowest but i don't like being looked down.Then,when i was coming back home from tuition my mother asked this horrrrribleeeeeeeeee question that i never wanted to answer. - 'You got back your add math result?' Well, i must be honest. So of course i did say yes and i answered her what marks i got. She started to say things that i never wanted to hear. At this moment, she started to crap alot about 'why this' and 'why that'.- "why they can get 90 + before, and why can't you?" i really wished that i answered " how do i know, it's their brain , i worked hard for add math but it didnt turn out what i expected, i don't have their brain, I am definitely not as clever as them" But it's too rude so i refused to answer. But after awhile , i started to be a little rude. I told her not to compare me with others. then she started mumbling and mumbling and mumbling again. Well , i can't stand all these situations and that's what made me threw out all my feelings and answered her, i don like people keep mumbling me about my studies, i know i am bad but i will study more and i am already working hard on it. Just that you didn't see it! I don't have time to study after school, but doesn't mean i don't study during night time too . you went to sleep so soundly while i was studying." == honestly i don't like people keep reminding me this and that and even saying me how bad i am. Everyone is a champion! i believe i am a champion too! The more they keep scolding and lecturing, the more i hate to study. But i feel bad after being rude to her :( It's just some kind of emotional thoughts that filled up my mind which made me lose control. I ran towards my room when i came back home. I locked my doorand then immediately burst into tears. The packed emotional thoughts all began from the moment i being treated unimportantly, who is too stupid to prevent and scared when conflict happens until i forget to stand and voice up for myself.I can only see selfishness in most of the people's eye. Tolerating? No one is gonna tolerate. & Yes , that's life. Back to the topic, seriously my mid term results sucks and the feeling of that makes me suffer. My mood goes straight down to the floor right away.