A sudden feel of rewriting my blog appeared though i have too many things to do. Insufficient time for you to think of other things. But as always, just one little thing will screw you upside down and make you fear for years. Sometimes, I get confused on what I am doing. Am I actually doing the right thing? Am I on my right way? How do I manage my time? When am I going to get ready?What should I do? Who would help me? Why am I so annoying? Ah. Sometimes i really want to be left alone. all ALONE. I love my own private time, my own space, my own thoughts, my own privacy where i don't have to follow other's suggestions, critism, do whatever i love, whatever way i like without caring how people feel and how they talk. I feel so stressed up.
People talk the way they like, without realising how words can kill. Words are like HIV. They target your heart and break it into pieces, just like how HIV target Human's immunity. People who don't try to stand in the others' shoe will blame and complain. And you thought you know the person well. But actually you're not.
That is why, i love to be left alone.